Song- Story of my life.

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illustration by THAT RANDOM GUY

Written in these walls are the stories that I can’t explain
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days

She told me in the morning
She don’t feel the same about us in her bones
It seems to me that when I die
These words will be written on my stone

And I’ll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I’ve been holdin’ on too tight
With nothing in between

The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time
Is frozen (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life, I give her hope
I spend her love until she’s broke, inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

Written on these walls are
The colors that I can’t change
Leave my heart open
But it stays right here in its cage

I know that in the morning now
I see ascending light upon a hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still

And I’ll be gone, gone tonight
The fire beneath my feet is burning bright
The way that I’ve been holdin’ on so tight
With nothing in between

The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time
Is frozen (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life, I give her hope
I spend her love until she’s broke, inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

And I’ve been waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds

The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm and time
Is frozen

The story of my life I give her hope (give her hope)
I spend her love until she’s broke (until she’s broke inside)
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

The story of my life
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life.

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Song- Story of my life.

What drugs are you on?

Craziness, blood vomits, restlessness, severe anxiety, insomnia, depression & panic attacks.
Anyother thing left? Asked the doctor…

Adding,

What drugs do you use? Leave them.
Drugs? It might be a mere thing.

“Her memories”, he replied and walked in the deep darkness.

What drugs are you on?

Maturity or kid?

Maturity said to let her go

Kid inside said let her stay or i will burst out and cry.

Actions words hating me? Getting me wrong all the time….
Being sensible being mature

Leaving them was the only cure

When the blood from the hand spilled

Kid inside was already killed

It was just an infant

Who always said when you ripped the feelings of him that you can’t.

Mature enough to let it all go

Kid enough to hug cry say i love you.

Maturity said to let her go

Kid inside said let her stay or i will burst out and cry.

Maturity or kid?

The love that never ended…


[5 days long fight one sided by her as he was trying to make things okay but he was wrong]
She: you know what I think we should end this, even if it breaks our friendship. Just end it you are not my worth.

He: you know what now…(crying from inside)

She: what? It’s over now.

He: I am hungry you need food?

She: [looked at him and thought is he a jerk] Umm.. okay.

Few words were enough to break him and few words were enough to save them.

Image by : @msevewill http://www.sillysense.com

The love that never ended…