I dont wanna feel forever

If we never met I would never known
you ever existed,
I know it may sound cruel of me
talking this away, but no one understands
the pain you gave,
I wouldn’t be so fearful if you never existed,
you scared my heart from the start,
I just didn’t know it at the time,
I was so blind by your lies,
but I feel it all now,
the cuts digging deeper down inside my heart,
you give me darken dreams
that made me scream,
I seen things I never expected to see,
on that cold September night,
The rain poured down into my life,
I know I’m scared of you,
when I see, you standing in front of me,
Your eyes so piecing, cutting into the night
Oh, how you give so much fright,
The weakest part of it all,
I once started believing you lies,
even when I know what you say wasn’t true,
I also know this isn’t true,
I once felt love for you,
But that sounds crazy to,
I didn’t expect to see you again,
but every September there you are
Playing around on my heart,
I can only hope for this nightmare to end.

I dont wanna feel forever….

until you come back home.

I dont wanna feel forever

Miracle it will be

​Neither as a friend or a lover.  

Just from one person to another. 

To be the next chance that you take. 

Your heart shall not break. 

To give you the world.  

You’ll be my #1 girl. 

From acquaintances to friends. 

Then lovers to the end. 

This shall not be in any rush. 

Hopefully this poem will make you blush. 

Your flawless and perfect face. 

And your wise and artistic taste. 

If the world does not make your day. 

I’ll bring you the moon right away. 

Let’s put the past behind us and enjoy the future. 

To prep you for my love I shall be your tutor. 

To be your next chance to make things right. 

If I can be your next chance I’ll change your life. 

To take a chance is to make a change which is very difficult. 

But in the future if you take this chance and make this change we shall be each others miracle. 

Miracle it will be

That Worst Guy

It was raining when she first saw him

But she wont know that he will make her dim

She initiates and waved him hii

But she wont know he is the worst guy

She feels low nd he tries to make her high 

Everytime she thinks is he real or just a lie

Time passes nd they get so close

Worst guy smile nd forget  his flaws

They started loving each other nd goes for ride 

But they wont know thier ways will be seperated nd wide

Togther they are happy togther they are cute

But time is almighty it knows how to distribute

She still give him her love nd her hearts crown 

But worst guy always let her down

She still considered  him as world best boy friend

But he is coward which crushes his dreams into sand

Now she is tired after giving love for 3 yrs

Cause worst guy in reply always gives her tears

Now she left him with his guilt

Its hard to recover and again build

He should be punish he should be die 

This my story i am that worst guy



That Worst Guy

You are, my love 

​I saw it 

Saw it all tonight
Its glory

talking about love
The way she looked at him

The way he looked at her
It is a smile,

being happy with her


light in our eyes that we both love.

It is brightness too
I am happy with you. 
I am happy 

With what I have. 

You are beautifully 




you are, 

my love.

You are, my love 

That Random Phone Call

​Random call at night

It was your voice
this late night phone call

& your voice

showing the care

like the waves
this late night phone call

& your voice

echoed in empty rooms

passing the walls
walls built around me
this late night phone call

& your voice

status in my heart

ever forever…
this late night phone call

& your voice
late night phone call

& your voice

softly speaking here and there 

but do others really understand

you showed how much we actually care…
I want to lead to a way 

meet you again, walk together 

hand in hand…

and just
your voice
this late night phone call

& your voice
~that random guy

That Random Phone Call

And, I am already dead inside.

​Then you say you are in pain, hurt

and, I remember the pain of cutting
You say you feel isolated

and, I keep building the walls
you say they hate you

and, they are dead already for me.
you say they don’t understand you

and, I show no signs either.
you say you want to change

and, I do nothing about it
you say you’ll go far away

and, I don’t know it is always like this
you say you’ll be an artist

and, I only paint in red
you say you can’t wait to live

and, I am already dead inside.

~that random guy (@soundhumor)

And, I am already dead inside.

Random Connections

​Bright as day, dark as night.

Out in the open, hidden from sight.

Some will flow, some you will fight,

but sooner or later they’ll come to the light.
Sometimes joy, sometimes disgust.

Sometimes fear, betrayal, distrust.

Sometimes passive, sometimes fuming.

Sometime you don’t know which ones are blooming.
But they are there, it’s clear to see.

Feelings are: random mysteries.

Feelings are: random connections.
Connect with me

Know me

Share the words

Share the pain and

We will be together ❤

forever one day.
I want to give myself a chance

A chance to be with you

A change to fall in love with you again.
But they are there, it’s clear to see.

Feelings are: random mysteries.

Feelings are: random connections.
~that random guy

Random Connections