it’s home my friend. It’s home.

A single word can fill you

With a thousand feelings
And memories.
Some are warm, happy,
Fuzzy feelings that you enjoy;
Others… not so much.
Yelling, pain, insults;
Dysfunction, blame, guilt.
But “family” is not always
The same thing as home.
Sometimes home is a person,
Who makes you feel loved.
They make you feel wanted
And secure in their embrace.
They give you those happy, fuzzy
Feelings and light thoughts
On your dark days.
And you, my friend…
You are home to me.

it’s home my friend. It’s home.

Maturity or kid?

Maturity said to let her go

Kid inside said let her stay or i will burst out and cry.

Actions words hating me? Getting me wrong all the time….
Being sensible being mature

Leaving them was the only cure

When the blood from the hand spilled

Kid inside was already killed

It was just an infant

Who always said when you ripped the feelings of him that you can’t.

Mature enough to let it all go

Kid enough to hug cry say i love you.

Maturity said to let her go

Kid inside said let her stay or i will burst out and cry.

Maturity or kid?

The love that never ended…


[5 days long fight one sided by her as he was trying to make things okay but he was wrong]
She: you know what I think we should end this, even if it breaks our friendship. Just end it you are not my worth.

He: you know what now…(crying from inside)

She: what? It’s over now.

He: I am hungry you need food?

She: [looked at him and thought is he a jerk] Umm.. okay.

Few words were enough to break him and few words were enough to save them.

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The love that never ended…

Let me live again


​Am I to wait then , my liege 

for the light of death to reveal

your shining face ,

when I can see , my wants and needs 

turn to ashes like the salt in the sea.

Have I the strength to follow thee ?

dive into the wells of despair ,

slip through the fangs of ecstasy …
I can see , I can see !

a lick of fire I may be 

but magnificent is your world with its poorest riches.
rare is its lowest of seats

rare is its cruelest of thieves

rare is the silence that I am yet to hear

rare are the tears,the pain and the fears
let me live again 

only those moments that was spent with you…

Memories remember?
~That Random Guy

Let me live again

Dear YouIDesigner

I close my eyes

I see a street 

Where I walked with you

Under the moon

Streets now

Have changed

People have changed

but saw someone standing there

in the dark.

‘my days were dark before as the nights’

And I can not even see you

Somebody has stolen the moon

Some one stole the sun

Clouds they gather

And cry for some one

it was raining

raining heavily

Some one fired a gun

I fell on my knees

I wanted to scream your name

In a screaming silence 

I’m yelling please

but i was quite

SO WERE YOU

YOU NEEDED ME

YOU HAD ME

BUT I LEFT

SAYING SOME ROUGH WORDS

WHICH WERE NOT MEANT TO BE

Streets have changed 

People have changed

I can see you

Am i missing you or an illusion

You it was you

yes you are YOU

who is special

for me

EVER EVER NEED ME NOW

REGRETTING MY PAST

I WILL BE WITH YOU

FOREVER

YES NO MATTER WHAT ♥

I LOVE YOU
So,

Had a dream last night

So cold and so lonely

(but you were there)

There was no light

(but a ray of hope)

No one with me

(you were right there)

You thought you are lonely

(3years and counting I will be forever with you)

So together? 

~That Random Guy

Dear YouIDesigner

Miracle it will be


​Neither as a friend or a lover.  

Just from one person to another. 

To be the next chance that you take. 

Your heart shall not break. 

To give you the world.  

You’ll be my #1 girl. 

From acquaintances to friends. 

Then lovers to the end. 

This shall not be in any rush. 

Hopefully this poem will make you blush. 

Your flawless and perfect face. 

And your wise and artistic taste. 

If the world does not make your day. 

I’ll bring you the moon right away. 

Let’s put the past behind us and enjoy the future. 

To prep you for my love I shall be your tutor. 

To be your next chance to make things right. 

If I can be your next chance I’ll change your life. 

To take a chance is to make a change which is very difficult. 

But in the future if you take this chance and make this change we shall be each others miracle. 
✨✨

Miracle it will be